Friday, March 5, 2010

The wall that separates distraction from motivation.

Successfully choosing photobooth over homework.


Ever wonder why you lack the potential to get everything done, on time, without fighting the obstacles of sleep, food, friends, lovers, television, facebook.. or anything that sounds more appealing than that thing you need to do?

It seems like I wrestle with incompetence, on my own part, every freaking day. Supposedly it takes 21 days to make a habit; but how does one get the motivation to start the process of making a habit in the first place?

Oh boohoo, I should just suck it up and learn to be more proactive. I frustrate myself. There are priorities and then stuff. Stuff shouldn't come first. I know it shouldn't. I constantly tell myself "Kiah Rae Harris! Dammit you KNOW you need to do such-and-such, so shape up!" or something of that nature. Apparently I'm also incapable of listening to my own advice.

It's so easy to say I'm going to get something done. Then somehow it is the freaking worlds most trying task to actually do it. AHH!

I guess I'll quit whining. I'd tell you that I'm going to go be productive, and get some homework done or something, but I'd rather be honest... I'm not.

Peace.


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